The tree

 

 

She wasn’t surprised when it happened.  Ripping her out by the roots was agonizing, but at her age, she had experienced many disappointments and much mistreatment.  No longer beautiful or symmetrical, shivering through the past winter’s sub-freezing temperatures for days on end, was the final straw.  Already dead, or dying, she was unceremoniously discarded next to a city dumpster.  It was an ugly place to languish.

Then something happened the tree didn’t expect.  A woman, fractured and scarred herself, took pity on the dead tree.  She didn’t have room in her own yard, but her mother-in-law did, so she had her new husband put the tree in his pick-up truck, deliver it to his momma, and plant it in the ground.

The new owner of a dead looking tree, who had her own life scars, watered the tree religiously.  She checked the branches daily for some sign of growth, but it appeared dead.  Day after day, week after week.  Nothing.  But she kept watering it and hoping.  Then one day there was a small swelling on a tiny branch.  And each day she looked, there were more until leaves, one after another, pushed outward and unfurled.  Each branch became covered in healthy green leaves soaking up the sun, rustling in the wind, and dancing in the rain.

Enduring such extensive trauma, the tree’s new owner wasn’t sure if the tree would ever bloom again. One day, she noticed something that looked like it just might be a flower stalk with unopened buds, but she wasn’t positive.  Within a few days, the first bright pink bloom opened as a testament to how much life desires to flourish.

We are all broken and fractured and scarred by life, and we all desire to be healed and whole.  Sometimes, to others, we may look like there’s no hope left.  Time to walk away.  No reason to waste time trying to fix what is unfixable.

But the God who is the giver of all life, specializes in repairing and restoring broken things.  We need to always remember that each of us is valuable and worthy of love.  Our damaged parts take time to heal.  We need to have patience with each other and extend mercy to one another.

We need to learn how to breathe grace.

The Forerunner

John the Baptizer

The welcome rain fell softly in the desert.  Spattering on the dry ground, the drops fell faster and faster until they became a refreshing shower. John stood completely still in the downpour, eyes closed, face lifted to heaven.  He slowly raised his sunbaked arms and gave thanks.  He laughed out of pure pleasure and joy.

John the Baptizer was a priest’s son, and yet not a priest.  Filled with the Holy Spirit from his mother’s womb, he had learned the Torah as a boy like all Jewish boys.  He understood each analogy and word picture.  He was steeped in prophecy.  Much of the Torah was seared into his memory and held closely in his heart. That’s why, when he saw Jesus coming to the Jordan River, he proclaimed, “Behold the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world.”  Because he knew.

He understood that animal sacrifices could not remove sin.  Only cover it over until the One came.  And now He was here. They were cousins, John and Jesus.  Six months apart in age.  But they were vastly different.  John was a prophet – and Jesus was, well, God in the flesh.

John’s home was the wilderness, where his most intensive training took place.  His love for God was total, his commitment to his mission was complete, and his obedience unwavering.  His life was his ministry.  He was the forerunner of the Messiah.  “Make straight the way for the King.”

The prison was dank and cold and dark.  He shivered in his cell and his empty stomach protested again. 

He could still remember the moment when he saw Jesus walking toward him, asking to be baptized.  Baptized?  Jesus?  But, yes, that’s what he wanted and John couldn’t refuse, even though he wasn’t worthy to loosen the straps of Jesus’ sandals.

All the long months and years of preparation for his mission.  Living alone in the desert.  Just God and John.  Then he got his walking papers.  It’s time – go out and preach repentance of sin and return to God.  Get the people’s hearts ready to hear the Good News of salvation.  Get them to a place where their hearts are open and ready to receive the words to be spoken by the Messiah.

So he did.

John drew his robe more closely around himself, trying to stave off the shivering.  He could hear the rats skittering across the dirt floor, always looking for crumbs.  He longed for the sun and the refreshing desert rain again.

Casting back in his mind, trying to bring back the comfort of his wilderness home, he could still see the bright blue sky that seemed to go on for forever.  Its intensity hurt his eyes, but he loved to look at it anyway.  And the feel of the sun on his skin and the smell of the heat on his arms.

The mountains changing their colors as the sun slid down the horizon.  The cooling breeze that would rise, kissing away the sting of the noon-day heat.

The heat-lightning jumping from cloud to cloud.  The swirling dust-devils made by the wind as it worked itself into a fury of movement and sound. And the brave blooming flowers, fading and dying so soon from the intense rays of the hot sun.

John remembered his desert.  John remembered his mountains.  He knew every stone, every scrub tree, every cave, every bird and lizard by heart.  How he longed to see them one last time!

John could hear the guards whispering together nearby.  He wondered what they were up to now. 

John could still feel the slight sting of the kicked up sand against his legs as he walked through his desert. His leg muscles straining as he climbed, and his lungs, how they would burn from the exertion of scaling the sides of the rock faces he lived among.

And the River Jordan.  Cool and beautiful and green.  The people coming to be baptized.  John’s joy so full.

And then Jesus showed up.  And John baptized him, the Spirit descended, and God spoke from heaven.  John’s life, at that very moment, was complete.

How long would they keep him here locked up in this place? He wanted to get back to his ministry.

Locked up for speaking the truth.  Locked up for speaking the truth to a very powerful man who didn’t want to hear the truth.  A powerful man who wanted to continue in his sin without worrying about any repercussions.

But John had to speak.  Truth is truth, and no matter what the consequences he must shout it – from the housetops if need be. He had no regrets.  Well, maybe one.  He would have loved to die in his desert, surrounded by the sun and the sky with his beloved mountains keeping watch.

But even here, in this prison cell, he was not alone.  He and God were close friends, and his conversations with his Heavenly Father transported him far beyond this filthy place, so that, even here, he was content to wait.

There isn’t a whole lot said about John the Baptizer in the scriptures.  He came, he performed his duty, he died an ignominious death.

But Jesus said there was no man born of woman greater than John.  So why did he die like he did?  It seemed like such a needless death, done out of spite.  Why didn’t Jesus do something about it?

John himself, if you recall, hinted at the reason – “He (Jesus) must increase, and I must decrease.”  John’s work at paving the way was done.  It was Jesus’ turn to take the stage.

Our human eyes can only see this world clearly.  Our human hearts can only understand what we’ve experienced here.  Our human time stops when our hearts stop.  But God’s time is from eternity and He dwells in our world and His simultaneously.  Our departure from here is like one of those refreshing drops of rain falling from the sky.  This world, once our last duty is discharged for our King, has no meaning or hold on us anymore.

We have already become other-worldly.  We have already arrived at our true home.  We’re just waiting for that final heartbeat to still, so we can be fully there. What happens here – how our life ultimately ends – doesn’t diminish our joy and reception into His kingdom.

The release of our souls to return to our Creator is what’s important.  Not the how.

Can you imagine the huge party thrown in John’s honor when he arrived in heaven?  I’m absolutely certain these are the words he heard the Father speak:

“Well done, good and faithful servant!”

May we dispatch our duties with the same singleness of heart, purpose, and love as John the Baptizer.

Simon Peter

If it were not already dark, he would have wished it so.  He couldn’t hide himself from his shame, but no one else would be able to see, at least for the few hours left of the night.  The bitterness of his words still stuck in his throat, and, coupled with the look of love mingled with profound sadness, brought on sobs of grief that rocked him like waves on the sea.  He was intimately familiar with waves and the sea.

We know people who seem to go from one scrape to another.  Acting before they think things through.  Speaking before weighing the import of their words.  Outspoken, impulsive, and sometimes rash.  Unless we’re like them, we tend to avoid spending a lot of time in their company, because being with them, you never know what’s going to happen next.  It can be uncomfortable, and a bit scary.

These personalities can also be leaders.  Once they understand and humbly accept their own limitations, their eagerness and drive to act can be channeled to accomplish great things and mighty deeds.

Simon Peter gets a bad rap.  All my life I’ve heard him described as someone who constantly puts his foot in his mouth, and sometimes, both feet.

But I’d like to ask you this – who else, during a full blown storm, not only asked to walk on the water, but got out of the boat, and walked?  Who else proclaimed before any of the others that Jesus was the Christ, the Son of the living God?  Who else, out of love and fealty, drew his sword and struck out to protect his best friend and Messiah?

Yes, Simon Peter was impulsive and brash.  He didn’t think before acting or think before speaking – not always.  Didn’t God give him that personality?  Didn’t God create him to be bold and outspoken?  Of course He did.

Simon Peter’s all-in love and devotion to Jesus drove him forward, compelling him to say and do whatever came to his mind, and sometimes he didn’t handle things in the best way.  And when it mattered most, his human fear overpowered him and he made his last huge mistake, denying the very One he loved so dearly.  But God, knowing all this, stooped down and met Peter there in the dark.  He lovingly and firmly broke him, restored him, then re-shaped him into a vessel fit for the Master’s use.

Simon Peter is a great example for us today of, not only God’s unspeakable grace, but of His desire to use us in mighty ways for the Kingdom.  When, because of our shame, we finally recognize our limitations, God steps in, in His infinite love and wisdom, and makes us into His ambassadors for Christ.

The Apostle Peter never again wavered in his faith.  He never again denied the One who bought him with His blood.  Peter was redeemed, although not perfect in this life.  But that’s what’s so remarkable about God – He loves to use the least of these to accomplish His work.

Remember, your Heavenly Father gave you your personality for a specific reason.  Ask Him to show you how to use it to accomplish great things for Him.  Be willing to be broken and re-made.

“So when they had finished breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, ‘Simon, son of John, do you love Me more than these?’ He said to Him, ‘Yes, Lord; You know that I love You.’ He said to him, ‘Tend My lambs.’ He said to him again a second time, ‘Simon, son of John, do you love Me?’ He said to Him, ‘Yes, Lord; You know that I love You.’ He said to him, ‘Shepherd My sheep.’ He said to him the third time, ‘Simon, son of John, do you love Me?’ Peter was grieved because He said to him the third time, ‘Do you love Me?’ And he said to Him, ‘Lord, You know all things; You know that I love You.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Tend My sheep.’” (John 21:15-17)