The Forerunner

John the Baptizer

The welcome rain fell softly in the desert.  Spattering on the dry ground, the drops fell faster and faster until they became a refreshing shower. John stood completely still in the downpour, eyes closed, face lifted to heaven.  He slowly raised his sunbaked arms and gave thanks.  He laughed out of pure pleasure and joy.

John the Baptizer was a priest’s son, and yet not a priest.  Filled with the Holy Spirit from his mother’s womb, he had learned the Torah as a boy like all Jewish boys.  He understood each analogy and word picture.  He was steeped in prophecy.  Much of the Torah was seared into his memory and held closely in his heart. That’s why, when he saw Jesus coming to the Jordan River, he proclaimed, “Behold the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world.”  Because he knew.

He understood that animal sacrifices could not remove sin.  Only cover it over until the One came.  And now He was here. They were cousins, John and Jesus.  Six months apart in age.  But they were vastly different.  John was a prophet – and Jesus was, well, God in the flesh.

John’s home was the wilderness, where his most intensive training took place.  His love for God was total, his commitment to his mission was complete, and his obedience unwavering.  His life was his ministry.  He was the forerunner of the Messiah.  “Make straight the way for the King.”

The prison was dank and cold and dark.  He shivered in his cell and his empty stomach protested again. 

He could still remember the moment when he saw Jesus walking toward him, asking to be baptized.  Baptized?  Jesus?  But, yes, that’s what he wanted and John couldn’t refuse, even though he wasn’t worthy to loosen the straps of Jesus’ sandals.

All the long months and years of preparation for his mission.  Living alone in the desert.  Just God and John.  Then he got his walking papers.  It’s time – go out and preach repentance of sin and return to God.  Get the people’s hearts ready to hear the Good News of salvation.  Get them to a place where their hearts are open and ready to receive the words to be spoken by the Messiah.

So he did.

John drew his robe more closely around himself, trying to stave off the shivering.  He could hear the rats skittering across the dirt floor, always looking for crumbs.  He longed for the sun and the refreshing desert rain again.

Casting back in his mind, trying to bring back the comfort of his wilderness home, he could still see the bright blue sky that seemed to go on for forever.  Its intensity hurt his eyes, but he loved to look at it anyway.  And the feel of the sun on his skin and the smell of the heat on his arms.

The mountains changing their colors as the sun slid down the horizon.  The cooling breeze that would rise, kissing away the sting of the noon-day heat.

The heat-lightning jumping from cloud to cloud.  The swirling dust-devils made by the wind as it worked itself into a fury of movement and sound. And the brave blooming flowers, fading and dying so soon from the intense rays of the hot sun.

John remembered his desert.  John remembered his mountains.  He knew every stone, every scrub tree, every cave, every bird and lizard by heart.  How he longed to see them one last time!

John could hear the guards whispering together nearby.  He wondered what they were up to now. 

John could still feel the slight sting of the kicked up sand against his legs as he walked through his desert. His leg muscles straining as he climbed, and his lungs, how they would burn from the exertion of scaling the sides of the rock faces he lived among.

And the River Jordan.  Cool and beautiful and green.  The people coming to be baptized.  John’s joy so full.

And then Jesus showed up.  And John baptized him, the Spirit descended, and God spoke from heaven.  John’s life, at that very moment, was complete.

How long would they keep him here locked up in this place? He wanted to get back to his ministry.

Locked up for speaking the truth.  Locked up for speaking the truth to a very powerful man who didn’t want to hear the truth.  A powerful man who wanted to continue in his sin without worrying about any repercussions.

But John had to speak.  Truth is truth, and no matter what the consequences he must shout it – from the housetops if need be. He had no regrets.  Well, maybe one.  He would have loved to die in his desert, surrounded by the sun and the sky with his beloved mountains keeping watch.

But even here, in this prison cell, he was not alone.  He and God were close friends, and his conversations with his Heavenly Father transported him far beyond this filthy place, so that, even here, he was content to wait.

There isn’t a whole lot said about John the Baptizer in the scriptures.  He came, he performed his duty, he died an ignominious death.

But Jesus said there was no man born of woman greater than John.  So why did he die like he did?  It seemed like such a needless death, done out of spite.  Why didn’t Jesus do something about it?

John himself, if you recall, hinted at the reason – “He (Jesus) must increase, and I must decrease.”  John’s work at paving the way was done.  It was Jesus’ turn to take the stage.

Our human eyes can only see this world clearly.  Our human hearts can only understand what we’ve experienced here.  Our human time stops when our hearts stop.  But God’s time is from eternity and He dwells in our world and His simultaneously.  Our departure from here is like one of those refreshing drops of rain falling from the sky.  This world, once our last duty is discharged for our King, has no meaning or hold on us anymore.

We have already become other-worldly.  We have already arrived at our true home.  We’re just waiting for that final heartbeat to still, so we can be fully there. What happens here – how our life ultimately ends – doesn’t diminish our joy and reception into His kingdom.

The release of our souls to return to our Creator is what’s important.  Not the how.

Can you imagine the huge party thrown in John’s honor when he arrived in heaven?  I’m absolutely certain these are the words he heard the Father speak:

“Well done, good and faithful servant!”

May we dispatch our duties with the same singleness of heart, purpose, and love as John the Baptizer.

Simon Peter

If it were not already dark, he would have wished it so.  He couldn’t hide himself from his shame, but no one else would be able to see, at least for the few hours left of the night.  The bitterness of his words still stuck in his throat, and, coupled with the look of love mingled with profound sadness, brought on sobs of grief that rocked him like waves on the sea.  He was intimately familiar with waves and the sea.

We know people who seem to go from one scrape to another.  Acting before they think things through.  Speaking before weighing the import of their words.  Outspoken, impulsive, and sometimes rash.  Unless we’re like them, we tend to avoid spending a lot of time in their company, because being with them, you never know what’s going to happen next.  It can be uncomfortable, and a bit scary.

These personalities can also be leaders.  Once they understand and humbly accept their own limitations, their eagerness and drive to act can be channeled to accomplish great things and mighty deeds.

Simon Peter gets a bad rap.  All my life I’ve heard him described as someone who constantly puts his foot in his mouth, and sometimes, both feet.

But I’d like to ask you this – who else, during a full blown storm, not only asked to walk on the water, but got out of the boat, and walked?  Who else proclaimed before any of the others that Jesus was the Christ, the Son of the living God?  Who else, out of love and fealty, drew his sword and struck out to protect his best friend and Messiah?

Yes, Simon Peter was impulsive and brash.  He didn’t think before acting or think before speaking – not always.  Didn’t God give him that personality?  Didn’t God create him to be bold and outspoken?  Of course He did.

Simon Peter’s all-in love and devotion to Jesus drove him forward, compelling him to say and do whatever came to his mind, and sometimes he didn’t handle things in the best way.  And when it mattered most, his human fear overpowered him and he made his last huge mistake, denying the very One he loved so dearly.  But God, knowing all this, stooped down and met Peter there in the dark.  He lovingly and firmly broke him, restored him, then re-shaped him into a vessel fit for the Master’s use.

Simon Peter is a great example for us today of, not only God’s unspeakable grace, but of His desire to use us in mighty ways for the Kingdom.  When, because of our shame, we finally recognize our limitations, God steps in, in His infinite love and wisdom, and makes us into His ambassadors for Christ.

The Apostle Peter never again wavered in his faith.  He never again denied the One who bought him with His blood.  Peter was redeemed, although not perfect in this life.  But that’s what’s so remarkable about God – He loves to use the least of these to accomplish His work.

Remember, your Heavenly Father gave you your personality for a specific reason.  Ask Him to show you how to use it to accomplish great things for Him.  Be willing to be broken and re-made.

“So when they had finished breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, ‘Simon, son of John, do you love Me more than these?’ He said to Him, ‘Yes, Lord; You know that I love You.’ He said to him, ‘Tend My lambs.’ He said to him again a second time, ‘Simon, son of John, do you love Me?’ He said to Him, ‘Yes, Lord; You know that I love You.’ He said to him, ‘Shepherd My sheep.’ He said to him the third time, ‘Simon, son of John, do you love Me?’ Peter was grieved because He said to him the third time, ‘Do you love Me?’ And he said to Him, ‘Lord, You know all things; You know that I love You.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Tend My sheep.’” (John 21:15-17)

Elijah

I originally posted this on a blog I used to have about  4 or 5 years ago.  I wrote a half dozen character studies over the course of several months and had a lot of fun doing it.

The sun, usually a welcome sight, maintained its merciless beat-down. Waves of scorching heat were palpable and visible as undulations in the breathless air. The parched land grew more parched, if possible, as the daylight hours lingered. No clouds. No relief. No shade.

If only Elijah weren’t such a man of God, we wouldn’t be dying in this drought. No crops. No grass for our livestock. Wells all run dry.

It’s been almost three years already.   We can’t survive much longer.

A roughly-dressed prophet man, with wild hair and intense eyes. That was Elijah. An imposing figure when he appeared before you. The King listened when he spoke. But the King didn’t usually like what Elijah had to say. No matter, thought Elijah – I must speak what the Lord commands me to speak. Nothing more, nothing less.

Elijah lived in prayer, immersed himself in prayer. Petitioning and worshipping and listening. His power came at the Spirit’s desire and timing.   Elijah’s power also came at great personal sacrifice – if you could call it that. Although he didn’t think of it that way. What is this life anyway, in view of forever?

Thick darkness, a darkness seen with his mind’s eye, and felt with this spirit. More like a suffocating black fog. He fought his way through it for a long time. The hours and days passed unknowingly as he wrestled mightily with an unseen but powerful force. He pleaded, he reminded, he worshipped, he held on tightly, refusing to let go. The words he shouted aloud with growing vehemence were flung back at him, striking deeper into his soul, as if a white hot blade were cutting him and laying bare his heart. So he increased his struggles, never giving way once he’d gained some ground. On and on the battle – for that is what it felt like – continued.

Finally the fog disintegrated, and a calmness stole over his soul. His mind and eyes were clear. He was ready. The training for his next task was complete.

450 prophets of Baal.

Mount Carmel.

Two altars.

Two sacrifices.

One Elijah.

Looking for fire from heaven to prove just whose god is God.

All 450 prophets of Baal prepared themselves, prepared their sacrifice, placed it on the altar, and began to cry out to their god to send fire down from heaven and consume their offering. Nothing happened. They cried out more loudly. Nothing. They began to cut themselves until the ground ran slippery with their blood, staining their white ceremonial robes crimson. Still nothing. Hour after hour they implored their god to answer and act.

No answer came. No acknowledgment. Nothing. Not even one streak of heat lightning.

The sun hovers low in the sky. Now it is Elijah’s turn. He walks around the area, searching for and locating twelve stones – one for each tribe of Israel – and fashions the altar. He prepares the sacrifice according to the law of Moses, and places it there.

“Bring water and pour it over the sacrifice”, Elijah instructs the servants. So they do. “More water”, says Elijah. And still more water. Until even the deeply dug trench around the altar is full and overflowing onto the thirsty ground.

A saturated sacrifice and a trench full of water.

Everyone knows water quenches fire.   Everyone sees the impossibility.

Finally Elijah is ready.

Lifting up his hands and face to heaven, Elijah prays with authority. Every prophet of Baal and every onlooker waiting for something to happen, suddenly and simultaneously hear an explosive sound and stand spellbound as an overpowering conflagration falls straight down from heaven. The intensity of the heat and shock of the event knocks them back. The holy fire consumes the sacrifice and greedily laps up every. last. drop of water in the trench.

After the initial shock, pandemonium breaks out.

And then Elijah slaughters every. single. one of the 450 prophets of Baal. That’s right – he killed all 450 of them.

Justice is served.

The end. Roll credits.

Elijah, now, is bone-tired, covered in blood, reeking of death.

To top it off, Jezebel signs his death warrant when she discovers what he’s done. A queen’s solemn vow to make it her mission to see Elijah dead – dead – dead.

Obliterate him. Just like he did her prophets. Jezebel’s subjects had seen her angry many times before but this time – Elijah had better watch out.

This mighty man of God – this man who prayed and the rain stopped – this man who spoke and fire fell – began to shake with fear and took off running as fast as his wobbly legs would carry him. He ran for a full day before collapsing from fatigue.

This is the point in the story where your brain makes you stop and pause and ask a question. Why was Elijah, of all people, afraid of Jezebel? We all read the same words she said. What happened? After what he had just accomplished – what in God’s name happened to make him quake in terror and run for his life?

Inexplicable, right?

The Spirit had shown up in great power, with Elijah as the conduit. Elijah was prepared. He had gotten the victory in his fight against evil and for good.

So, let’s take a moment and think. What happens when we use up the last of our physical resources – emotional and physical exhaustion. I know for me, when I’m overly tired and emotionally drained, that’s when I’m at my most vulnerable.

And that’s when Satan moves in, quick as lightning, for the kill. He’s been lying low in the brush until now, tail impatiently swishing back and forth, flexing his paws, watching, watching. Waiting for just the perfect time, and then – pounce.

But God – nourished Elijah and protected him. Fed him. Then sent him on another journey.

Elijah is so far above us spiritually, or so we tell ourselves, we would give up before we even started. We could never do anything like what he did.

But the Apostle James gives us encouragement. He tells us Elijah was just like we are. So that means we can be just like him. Used just like him.

It will take time, effort, and pain. You’ll become exhausted after wrestling with God. Scars from battle. Increased attacks from Satan. Uncomprehending family and friends.

God’s power and desire to use us is only hindered by our lack of commitment and desire to be used. We have great power available to us – let’s maximize that power and so maximize our influence.

There’s work to do for the kingdom. Time to get on with it.